07 Feb 07
Assalamu’Alaykum
i seem to be blogging a bit too much these days……well keeps a few people happy so i see no harm…..
mimi: dont go thru the trouble of finding another tag…coz i am sooo not doing another of them tags….to much brain power lost…..
It snowed here yesterday night……everything looked nice and white….untill the sun came out and melted it all……still beautiful the sun is…..Subhanallah!! i didnt even hear my bro moan about not wanting to go hifdh class early in the morning….he was out the door in the snow…..it hardly snows here so its like a one off and everyone gets all happy and crazy……but i didnt go out…….a week and im still off school……ahh and i dont have the heart to blame the poor fish…its dead and gone……(only some of u will understand….dnt blame me if u dont……i already welcomed u to my confusing world)
yea i kno i lost it…thts just me…..as my sister once would always say ‘freak’……..seems as if shes stopped using tht word tho…….
so now my parents want me to change my life……so here goes new me…….thats untill i have a life then tht ‘new’ me can go…..and im free to do wateva……soooo ill get a life by about 2013 Inshallah..yea getting a life = getting a degree or job in something *yawns* typical parents…and i thought my parents werent like tht….lol…well their reason being tht they dont want me to waste my life doing nothing…..parents, u just gotta love them soo much for all the love and care understanding and sacrifise they show towards us…Alhamdulillah that we have both our parents!!! May Allah reward all our parents abundantly for all they do for us and grant them jannatul firdows!!! Ameen!!
oh yea and not to mention the fact that they have brought half a gym home(yea thts exaggeration) so…..this….should…..be….some….what…..fun……i….think..*gulps* actually thinking about it, it does sound funny
so…which supermarket sells the best ‘lives’ coz i soooooooooo, totally, really need to get a life…..might aswell get a reliable one that wont let me down…….cant afford too loose money on it…ermm i mean loose time on an unapproved one………anyone want to join me shopping? 
well anyway gotta dash,let me go drown my self in the shower [no nawal i do NOT sing in the shower due to a singing experience as a child, which scared me for life, which ill tell u about some other time] then ive got a science exam to do……and science isnt as boring as most of u tell me……..so what a fun day to go……of course sleep is one of the things near the top of my list, but thats after i pass on my salamz and duaas to all u guys and make sure tht u are all fine and well in good health and with happy emotions…… 
yea i kno im a sucky friend
and off i zoooooom!!!
hope u all have had a great day Inshallah keep tht smile on ur face and brighten up a day for someone else……hey its sadaqah to smile…..and wat do we loose in smiling…nothing….so smile away ppl…..
yea im gone b4 i come up with some more bizzard weird annoying ridiculous(sp???) i dnt kno wat…….*slaps self on the head* [dnt ask me wat i had to eat or drink.....coz.....i wont tell ]
06 Feb 07
Assalamu’Alaykum
I watch u suffer,
watch u in pain,
see your words,
through the tears in my eyes,
feel my heart in pain on your behalf!
You see not my tears,
You know not of my pain for you,
But remember this my dear friend…
In all times of trouble and pain…
I turn away from you not!
like im there for you in happiness,
through the laughter and the joy,
im here for you in sadness
through the sorrow and the pain!
I cant ease ur burden,
I cant lighten your load,
I cant feel your pain,
but i can be there for you by your side….
May Allah remove from you all your troubles,
your pains,
your sorrows,
your difficulties,
troubles,
May he shower you with his mercy and blessings
May he replace all ill with good……all sorrow with joys and all difficulties with ease…….May you have the strength to pull through with patience and may you always find me as support by your side
*phew* so yea tht is dedicated to someone in particular..and i kno its taken me over a day to to get tht up…but u kno im not a poet so spare me…
tht took me forever tht i forgot what else i was goin to say….well…..i have finally done my tag…..now im feeling to slpy to say anything…..
one thing….make dua for all those ppl who are suffering in the world……..its difficult to see others suffer and all we can usually give them is our duaas…duaas are something…infact they are alot…and when made right from the heart they are very strong..
May Allah accept and fulfill all our dreams wishes desires and duas………
its soo peaceful eating icecream at 12:17 AM……..with the lights out in the darkkkkk……yea i lost it………maybe its time I went to slp…….
ah and those who requested duaas frm me….ur in my duaas even if u ask or dont 
aah i love duaaas!!!
