01 March 07
Assalamu’Alaykum
The suprise and shock that just fickered across my face unseen to you all was some big suprise and shock….’why?’ u all wonder…..because i checked the date. yea i checked the date and saw that it was already the first of March. for me that means handing in six courseworks…none of which i have done yet, let alone started….and well can you blame me? if it was someone else in my postion i wouldn’t blame them…..but it isn’t someone else after all….so I have to deal with the situation…..i kno im going to have a jam packed schedule this following week…..six coursewrks to hand in within a week…thts to start and finish them…guest comming round this weekend which means i won’t even be home to work….and after all that next week is exam week……no time to revise……
Tho i can remember when i had mosque finals 2 years ago and instead of staying home i had fun and went to another town for shopping with all with my whole family and we all returned home late….of course i was sitting about in the car with my Behesti zewar open in my lap while all the oldies went to the boring shops…hell i even chose revising my Behesti zewar over going to buy chips to eat….i mean who does that?!?! The best bit of shopping was when i saw one of the mosque teachers strolling along the street with her husband….not!….well it was b’ham tht i went to after all…typical asian filled place……i hid behind the car from her till she had gone by……thank Allah she didnt see me…or the lecture would never end…….
Everyone at mosque was frowning at me the next day as they knew i had been shopping because i didn’t go to my teachers house the day before for last minute work…….It was something like out of question that i would achive anything good. That was my last year at mosque and my teacher was very upset with me…i must have been the only one who wasn’t bothered or couldn’t care less about position….as long as i achieved good marks and as long as i knew the knowledge, understood it and applied it, it was all good for me……my teacher told me before the exam [in a veryyy dissapointed voice], ”well, nevermind u havn’t revised and position doesn’t matter, so long as your percentage is good…”
well Alhamdulillah i came in second position missing first place by one mark……not that i mind tho….the gift for second prize was wellll nicer than the one for first prize 
as soon as i found out my position my teachers first words were ”not good enough….you were meant to come first..” She wouldn’t even smile and she refused to look at me…..wonder what happened to the comment that she made before the exam about position not mattering….
and well ofcourse i had to put up with jealousy and everyone regretting the fact that they spent the day before revising and i was out shopping…..They didn’t put me through as much torment as the time when i returned home frm hospital and the stupid idiot that i am went to school the next day and found out we had a test…..i spent the morning break[and maybe i hid my book and revised all through the morning lessons also but no one needs to know that] and my lunch hour revising for the exam…….i aced the exam Alhamdulillah and had to put up with my childish, immature friends who cudn’t understand how i managed to beat them if i was lying in hospital a day before….wonder what they were hinting at…..*sigh* some ppl….
well i kno i wont have much time to revise much in advance…..maybe the day before the actuall exam……which reminds me of homewrk tht i havnt done due for tomorrow……no wait! i mean due for today!! helll im not in the mood…..
to some ppl words mean nothing….they flow from their mouths like water falling from a water fall….only difference being…water falls are beautifull…….and well some ppls words aren’t…! To me….words are a huge thing! the right words can bring on a smile to someones face…make someone laugh…..make someone joyful and happy….make them feel good…..but the wrong words…..they could do a lot of harm……break a person…..make them upset…make them cry….slice their heart and completely shatter them.
some ppl think of themselves only….really selfish ppl….they are so immature and stuck up they see nothing but the traps designed and covered in beauty and adornment by shaytaan…so they fall deeper and deeper into their ways. but always in the end they lose out and they make them selves suffer….but ofcourse the suffering they put others through before that time…..well doesn’t that person just have to put up with it……..
nope i dnt feel better after ranting and blogging…..*sigh* for the first time in my life i actually feel like smashing my fist into someones face…..and i was never one to settle scores…..especially with violence….i learnt to forgive and forget and would usually back down so long as i got my point across…but if they wanted to go on and they pressed the limits..well it turned nasty…..especially arguing against me who people say ‘argues so polietly’….well hey i was taught manners 
… but sometimes you just can’t seem to bring yourself to put others before you and you have to put yourself first……its always in these situtaions……where u get stabbed in the back…….and then you realise who are the few truthful among the corrupt many…..who are the few trusted among the untrusted many……and who in turn for loyalty deserve back your loyalty………. just remember…..dnt pass my limits and ur safe…..the words my sisters ever only uttered for those who have pressed it is ‘uh oh i feel sorry for them’….
anyone tried the ‘new’ orbit complete? not so new now, but its just wicked!! a box lives next to my pillow…yea my pillow i have a whole collection of things that live next to my pillow…….dnt ask…you already kno im totally crazy and come up with the randomest things…..
and now it looks like i need to get some sleep before i have to get up and do my howework in a mad rush before class…..
enjoy the boring updates……thats like saying a fool is smart…..or even a chicken is brave lol
[count and shout how many times u rolled your eyes and called me names and feel free to leave comments for me to read when i feel macbeth puttin me to slp...]
07 Feb 07
Assalamu’Alaykum
i seem to be blogging a bit too much these days……well keeps a few people happy so i see no harm…..
mimi: dont go thru the trouble of finding another tag…coz i am sooo not doing another of them tags….to much brain power lost…..
It snowed here yesterday night……everything looked nice and white….untill the sun came out and melted it all……still beautiful the sun is…..Subhanallah!! i didnt even hear my bro moan about not wanting to go hifdh class early in the morning….he was out the door in the snow…..it hardly snows here so its like a one off and everyone gets all happy and crazy……but i didnt go out…….a week and im still off school……ahh and i dont have the heart to blame the poor fish…its dead and gone……(only some of u will understand….dnt blame me if u dont……i already welcomed u to my confusing world)
yea i kno i lost it…thts just me…..as my sister once would always say ‘freak’……..seems as if shes stopped using tht word tho…….
so now my parents want me to change my life……so here goes new me…….thats untill i have a life then tht ‘new’ me can go…..and im free to do wateva……soooo ill get a life by about 2013 Inshallah..yea getting a life = getting a degree or job in something *yawns* typical parents…and i thought my parents werent like tht….lol…well their reason being tht they dont want me to waste my life doing nothing…..parents, u just gotta love them soo much for all the love and care understanding and sacrifise they show towards us…Alhamdulillah that we have both our parents!!! May Allah reward all our parents abundantly for all they do for us and grant them jannatul firdows!!! Ameen!!
oh yea and not to mention the fact that they have brought half a gym home(yea thts exaggeration) so…..this….should…..be….some….what…..fun……i….think..*gulps* actually thinking about it, it does sound funny
so…which supermarket sells the best ‘lives’ coz i soooooooooo, totally, really need to get a life…..might aswell get a reliable one that wont let me down…….cant afford too loose money on it…ermm i mean loose time on an unapproved one………anyone want to join me shopping?
well anyway gotta dash,let me go drown my self in the shower [no nawal i do NOT sing in the shower due to a singing experience as a child, which scared me for life, which ill tell u about some other time] then ive got a science exam to do……and science isnt as boring as most of u tell me……..so what a fun day to go……of course sleep is one of the things near the top of my list, but thats after i pass on my salamz and duaas to all u guys and make sure tht u are all fine and well in good health and with happy emotions…… yea i kno im a sucky friend
and off i zoooooom!!!
hope u all have had a great day Inshallah keep tht smile on ur face and brighten up a day for someone else……hey its sadaqah to smile…..and wat do we loose in smiling…nothing….so smile away ppl…..
yea im gone b4 i come up with some more bizzard weird annoying ridiculous(sp???) i dnt kno wat…….*slaps self on the head* [dnt ask me wat i had to eat or drink.....coz.....i wont tell ]
06 Feb 07
Assalamu’Alaykum
I watch u suffer,
watch u in pain,
see your words,
through the tears in my eyes,
feel my heart in pain on your behalf!
You see not my tears,
You know not of my pain for you,
But remember this my dear friend…
In all times of trouble and pain…
I turn away from you not!
like im there for you in happiness,
through the laughter and the joy,
im here for you in sadness
through the sorrow and the pain!
I cant ease ur burden,
I cant lighten your load,
I cant feel your pain,
but i can be there for you by your side….
May Allah remove from you all your troubles,
your pains,
your sorrows,
your difficulties,
troubles,
May he shower you with his mercy and blessings
May he replace all ill with good……all sorrow with joys and all difficulties with ease…….May you have the strength to pull through with patience and may you always find me as support by your side
*phew* so yea tht is dedicated to someone in particular..and i kno its taken me over a day to to get tht up…but u kno im not a poet so spare me…
tht took me forever tht i forgot what else i was goin to say….well…..i have finally done my tag…..now im feeling to slpy to say anything…..
one thing….make dua for all those ppl who are suffering in the world……..its difficult to see others suffer and all we can usually give them is our duaas…duaas are something…infact they are alot…and when made right from the heart they are very strong..
May Allah accept and fulfill all our dreams wishes desires and duas………
its soo peaceful eating icecream at 12:17 AM……..with the lights out in the darkkkkk……yea i lost it………maybe its time I went to slp…….
ah and those who requested duaas frm me….ur in my duaas even if u ask or dont 
aah i love duaaas!!!
Tagged!
Assalamu’Alaykum
So now my dear Jojo decides to tag me! well well well!!!! Worry not, i shall give something back in return!! i mean i have to now, dont I? just to be nice
Alright i’ll get on with the tag…but i mean u guys all know me……..ok..well here goes……but i mean u cant blame me if i mention something you already kno right? after all u have been ‘demanding’ me to do my tag….even if u ‘demand’ ever so nicely its still ‘demanding’!! ah and i thank you zan baji for not re-tagging me…..ten things are enough!!!
ok here goes:
10 things you didnt(or may kno) about me:
1) I looked after and took care of one of my baby cuzin bros [thts when he was a baby] and he used to call me ‘little mommy’ [naleey mammeeeey is how he said it].
2) I like playing cricket [in four inch heels even ] and table tennis…..and i dnt mind tennis either……..(tho i seem to have given them all up recently….due to reasons….)
3) Maths is my favourite subject..yea MATHS! i kno half of u seem to hate it…but i dnt….thts what makes me so weird
4) I took after all the men in my family in qualities and characteristics……for real!!!! I dont even kno how tht happened but my sister (among other people) enjoys laughing at me. of course i do have tht feminine side to me
5) I havnt come across anyone who has more nicknames than i have……..
6) I cant bear to see people ill, in pain, suffering, upset……..and do my best to change tht as far as i can……and if I cant i suffer with them and pray to Allah to remove frm them what is affecting them 
7) I hate Injections and blood tests…..im not joking…i HATE them….so when most people think i like injections and blood tests how they like chocolate…….ahhh dont get me started…….
8) I never give up…….tht says it all…..i struggle, i fight and i battle my way out….till I get to the end and im happy with what i achieve………
9) I hate turning people down…….so the times i have to it tears me up….
10) im allergic to fish……nope not as lucky as u think…..
that good enough jojo and mimi????? well thts that…..took me like forever…….so u have to suffer the consequence for tht of course
04 Feb 07
Assalamu’Alaykum
weekend over already…dont weekends just tend to fly by really fast…..bak to school 2moz….everyones rushin to do last minute homework and preparations for school……im listening to my mom and bro arguing……
mom to bro: go for a bath
bro: i dont want to
mom: go now!!
bro: ok im goinnnggg in a bittttt
mom: NOWWWW!!!
bro: ooooooook im goiiiiiin just one minnnn
mom: N-O-W!!!!!
bro: but i dnt want to goooooooooooo
mom: get in the bathroom NOW!
*mom gets bro into the bathroom*
*when hes been in there for hours*
mom: its time to get out wat u doing?
bro: i dnt want to get out
mom: get out u’ve been in there looong enough
bro: nooo i dnt want to get out
mom: get outttt
bro: noooo
*mom goes into the bathroom and forces him out after alot of shouting*
bro: *moaning and complaining as he puts his clothes on*
*mom comes to my room and says to me: wat a weird boy…first he doesnt want to get in to the bath and once in he doesnt want to get out….
me: ermm wasnt i like tht when i was young??
but mom had already left to go sort bro out by then…
after tht bro decides to go on the internet to play the most boring and saddest game ever……so hes killin the ‘baddies’ when all of a sudden i hear a noise from the room he is in…i hear a computer chair slip on the floor (remember we are all forever slping on the lamanet[well i am]) and i hear someone hit their head on the sliding out keyboard thingy on the computer table….well it was in my sisters room and only her and bro were in there and it obviously wasnt my sis so i strain my ears from my bed room to hear wat happened:
sis to bro: ooooooh are u ok?????
bro: nooooo of courseeeeeeeeeeee im not okkkkk!!!!!
sis: *silence*
i dont even kno when my bro changed and started talkin in tht way……and i dont want to guess as to who he picked up talkin in tht way from…….![surely NOT me!]
About an hour later
*chair slips AGAIN on the floor and bro falls onto the floor*
mom: wat areee you doingggg???
bro: *lost in his game doesnt even realise he has fallen and continues to play*
me: *rollseyes*
when ever you mom/dad calls u while ur doing something and u dont go straight away they come bak to call you every so often untill u go right? and u keep sayin ‘im just commin one moment’ well not in my bros case…..my mom will call him…but…..well…here’s an example of wat happened today:
mom to my bro: come down to pray now!
bro: ok im commin in 15 mins
mom: NO! now!!*goes off into the room*
*one min later*
bro: *shouts* mom im jussssst commin in 14 mins
*five mins later*
bro: *shouts* mom im jusssssst commin in nineeeeeeeeeeeeee mins
*five mins later*
bro: mom im commin jusst wait only four mins left im commminnnnn
*FIVE min later*
mom: are you commin or do i need to come up there??
bro: im comming im commin just one minute i just have to kill this person…nearly done mom just wait neaaarly done…
he can talk on like tht for some time until mom goes up and he gets a slap after tht hes done for……sometimes its amusing to listen to the racket…but mostly it just annoys the hell out of me and if im near by…well then i feel sorry for him….but thts AFTER im thru with him…..so as u see….the roles are played sliiiightly wrong here….
when my bro was little some wat three years of age he was watching dad wash the car…maybe it was one of the first few times he was watching tht…….he must have been real amused and fasinated by it…..so he took a step backwards and fell straight into the bucket of water…..must have been fun to be washed like a car…….
and thts about all for today……my blogs turning into a blog about my brother…..now tht cant happen…….
oh yea and about the tag……wat is there tht u guys dont kno about me…u read me like an open book……..i am suppose to be introverted……some how i changed online and am extroverted………..
and i think ill leave it there and go to bed..have a good monday bak at school guys i kno u can all survive the day
03 Feb 07-updates demanded…
Assalamu’Alaykum
ok ok okkkkk!!! im updating…yea atlassssst……….after all u ppls constant nagging and ‘demands’ for an update……(heck it hasnt even been a month since i last posted here) yea mamsoo and mimi i shall do tht tag one day when i get time….till then dont keep demanding me to do it (like sayin tht will stop u both) but then again i just kno whooo can keep each of u busy 
ermm i dont even kno wat to write about because im out of words for some odd reason…..but even when im out of words some how i manage to scrape a convo……..who would ever guess(apart from mimi) that im introvert……
ive just been so busy tht i dont have time for anything…look at my blog..its soo sad and dull and emty and lifeless………scares everyone away…….but then again i am dull and empty and sad(no not unhappy sad) and lifeless…….work and exam stress……..i dont think im goin to make it in time for the finals this year……too little time left to prepare……i need to ‘pull my socks up’ and get going…….Inshallah it will be worth it in the end
isnt it discrimination tht the day im ill and cant eat my fam have pizza for lunch and burger for dinner…..and i have none
my brother is annoying but hilariously funny at times…..:
mom: kids come down
*bro goes down*
*sis goes down*
*bro jumps out at sis who starts to scream*
*me thinking to myself:wonder why my sis screamed today when she has NEVER screamed when anyone has jumped out at her*
*i go down*
*BOOOOO! bro jumps out at me*
*roll my eyes in response*
me: soo ermm why did sis scream for when bro jumped out at her?
bro: coz i jumped out at her with dads fake tooth
me: ooooooh thaaaaaaat thing……(most of u kno my encouter with it…if u dont just ask ill tell u on msn…)
ok so then me mom and sis go to get the food out…i come bak in the room……
bro: gives me evil looks
me: get over ur self just coz u didnt scare me *rollseyes*
*bro moves from sittin opposite me and comes and sits next to me*
me: uh ohhhhh!!!
bro: *screams at the top of his voice*
me: uffff shurrup u idiot
bro: *cough cough* (aims at my food)
me: oiiiiiiii thts my food idiot
bro*starts to scream*
me: *rolls eyes*
*all of a sudden he stops screaming*
bro: mom my throat hurts
me: good, why scream then silly
bro: *screams*
me: some one slaaaaaaaaaap him
*hand goes flyin through the air and slaps bro*
me: oh….i did it myself……..*duh* tht was like a reflex action where the message didnt even go to my brain…yea i was studyin science before eating…..
and then offf i go to fill the dishwasher and washup while bro ‘pretends’ to cry *rollseyes*
another time we were sitting down to eat and i put bros plate of food infront of him…so he asks me
bro: wats this?
me: ermm ur food
bro: what do i do with it?
me: ermm eat it maybe?
bro: ok then *biiig smile*
me*mutters* ‘weirdo’
*everyones eatin…bros talking non stop while everyones ignoring him* *all of a sudden*
bro: why is dad eatin with his eyes shut?
me: maybe to block out ur constant chitchat so he can eat in peace?!
bro: shurrup no one was talkin to u
me *rolls eyes*
bro: u knoooo, i have a friend whose name is sha’baan..
me: right..coool….
bro: yep sha’baaan
me: we heard u….
bro: *starts to sing* muharram safar, rabiul awwal……(etc)
me: *chokes on drink trying to hold in laughter*
after tht i quickly got up and went to do the washing…….
another time we were sitting to eat…..all of a sudden
bro: i want to be a Roman
me: why’s tht then?
bro: they can lie down and eat
*bro lies down flat on floor and tries to eat*
me: *tryin not to laugh* moms gonna shout at u
*mom comes*
mom: GET UPPP!! sit and eat with respectt!!! what do they teach you
bro: we learnt about Romans todya at school…this is how they sat and ate
another time…yet AGAIN we are about to eat…..so one of the things we were eatin was potato…..all of a sudden my brother remembers a memory from when he was three….hell i cant remember nothin from when i was tht age…some memory he has Mashallah…..anyway…here is his story:
so at tht age he used to go to nursery….and sometimes the kids were given potato to eat….now they were given it with the skin which my brother or no other kid wanted to eat….but untill they didnt finish eating the skin they were not allowed to leave the dastakhaan or go and play…..so all the kids with glum faces would sit and eat the skin like good little kids….that is all the kids but my bro…..he would take off the skin and put it underneath the dastakhaan…….then when all his teachers went into the kitchen he would rush to the bin and throw the skin away……
my mom goes to him: oh! so u were naughty from that age?!
bro replys: no, not naughty, but clever!!
the cheek!
aaah hes annoying…but when i need a laugh he has one for me…..brothers…u gotta luv em……
enough of an update guys? ok then….ill start to think of the tag now and post tht up inshallah ……for now…..im outta here…….
11 Jan 07 – What a day….
Assalamu’Alaykum
looks like everyone is managing to get the link to my blog…….i thank you mimz for tht….lol…….ill live with it….i think…if i dont……you all know it was fright…..
seems like its the ‘hair cutting’ season……everone seems to be cutting their hair….so i decide to go to one of my dear friends to ask the question ‘why?, why is it tht all of a sudden everyone is gettin their hair cut’……..and wat does she reply with…….that she was plannin on getting a trim…….so now everyone is telling me to also cut/trim my hair…….dream on guys……..
I have waaaay toooo many nick names……and here i am reading on MSN someone brainstorm a new nick for me……..like i need tht……
Someone in my family decided to eat the last of the pista burfee…..thank you who ever that was……….
bak to lessons tomorrow…..i enjoyed having them cancelled for 2 days…yet i done no work in tht time sadly……so looks like ill be up late today…..catchin up………and obviously ill be online…..unless of course mom carrys out her threat and takes my laptop……..which i doubt coz shes too nice Alhamdulillah……but when shes angry……well thts another story but i can wrk round her……
*siiiigh* i wish i was a normal person……….well i can still wish [Inshallah] one day tht i am………and Alhamdulillah for all tht i was given………..after all tht does make me who i am……….not tht i am anyone…..but im still a human……and to the few ppl who appreciate who i am, i am a someone….yea ive come to accept tht because if i dnt then how do i expect others to…..
and like many are saying….what a week this has been……its funny…just one sentence from a person can destroy your mood…….sheeeeesh why do some ppl use their minds for emotion…..and then i get told im toooooooo kind, caring and softhearted…… good for me…..at least some ppl dnt mind abusing tht and walkin all over me…….well all i can say…go ahead ppl…hurt me do all u like to me…..just dont come cryin to me for my sympathy when it happens back to you……..tho sadly if u do im bound to be sympathetic……..i need to learn how to dislike and say no….
can i say tht the day just got wrse……no i shud be sayin Alhamdulillah it isnt wrse than wat it could be…….
why can we love someone soo much…why do they hurt us so much in responce…why? why? why? why will tht question never get answered…….why do they feel nothing….why dont they care……and after all tht….WHY do we hold so much love in our heart for such ppl…..WHY? Why cant they see the tears tht fall down our face due to the pain…..why are they not there when they said they would always be!!! WHY? why do ppl keep telling us tht missing place in the heart shall be filled up someday……why do ppl say its so easy to move on?why? yet after all this why do they claim they understand our pain! whyyy?? why was the word why ever created??whyyyy? tears are falling freely dwn my face….i have no one to stop them………no one oline who cares……no one at all….i have no one……but i do have the best of all…i have Allah!! ya Allah how could i forget you!! Ya Allah forgive me for who i am!! My Lord forgive me for all the wrong i do!! Ya Allah i turn to you at times i need u!! ya Allah at times things go my way i become blind!! ya Allah i need you always, yet i am too blind to see!!Ya Allah forgive me!! Ya Allah forgive me!!!ya Allah forgive us alll!!!!!! ya Allah we claim to love u yet do nothing te way u tell us!! ya Allah guide us!! help us to become better muslims!!! ya Allah let us be thankful to you!! Ya Allah nothin happens but with ur command….even if we dislike it let us be thankfull for it…for it could have been worse!
Ya Allah guide us all!! Ya Rahman Ya Raheem!! show us all with ur mercy, blessing, love and guidance….Ya Allah at this helpless time you alone help me u alone guide me yet in return i again do wrong!! my Lord forgive me!! let me be patient for i kno all good and bad is from you alone!
Im out……..wat a day its been……i wont read thru this…coz ill just decide not to post it……
and this was written when no one was online…….and for all them true friends of mine! Jazakallah khair for all u have done for me…i love u all for Allahs sake and may u be rewarded with the best in both worlds…my duas are aways with you all!!
09 Jan 07
Assalamu’Alaykum
well its just gone midnight……and im still up….working on my urdu homework…..apparently my parents are now going to make me read books in urdu to ‘improve’ myself as they put it….we shall see about tht….
ppl decided to choose today to spread rumours about me…so NOT a good idea…..they got their due……and i dnt look like a certain laal smiley no more….(not tht i ever do)
its raining like anything here…..i had to make so many journeys today tht i was literally drying and gettin wet again…..my day:
dry…wet….dry….wet….dry….wet….dry…wet…dry…..bad mood….slap bro abit(well he deserved it he was lying against me like some i dnt kno what(he wishes he were in the romans time so he cud lie dwn and eat) while eating..and i most certainly am NOT his back rest and he shudnt be leaning and eating anyway)……
life is gettin busy….and yet i still come online….so if i do dissapear…dnt fret…..im about just tryin to keep up with life……
I’ve stopped my Hifdh……i need to be bugged to restart tht again Inshallah!!…..i havnt got anywhere with it……
i finally found out where I got the usage of ‘me’ in place of ‘I’ from……take 10 guesses as to where i picked it up frm, they’ll will be wrong…hell take 100 and i doubt u’ll get there…….thnx fully shes gone bak to sayin ‘I’…….Alhamdulillah!![still await to hear ur guesses :p]
should be a good day tomorrow Inshallah…..i have one Maths lesson to get through..then a Maths test to follow it…..thereafter three lessons of sociology followed by a sociology Assignment…..should be fun….nottttthat just about begins my day……urdu and arabic vocabs and grammer follow on……..and ofcourse i’ll be about online for those who appreciate my company…………so tht gives me just about enough time to breath…….
uh oh!! i hear dad………..better get to slp before im caught on here….
07 Jan 07
Assalamu’Alaykum
My brother’s growing too fast…he’s seven years old and he’s already 3/4 my height…..and well im not thaaat short…..i told him to slow down…he’d gonna hit the door frame soon…..slow down bro!!
We had chicken buurgers today….i enjoyed it….that is until i got halfway through it and a ‘certain’ thought came to my mind…..i managed to finish eating it while i watched my mom n sis argue which of the two had bitten into their burger already…….mom took the ‘bitten’ one in the end……turns out sisters one had a bite in also…….well both of them had to have the 2 bitten ones…i enjoyed my bitten free one while watching them sort out their food…..‘why didnt you have one of the bitten ones’ i hear u ask…well simple…..i had ketchup in mine they didnt….i always did tell them ketchup rules…..
Im boillin with anger against someone but i am helpless to do something to them……wat i want to do is give them a lecture as long as their life..(pretty long seeing as they r old) but alas i shud respect them).so i pray for them ‘Ya Allah open their eyes, dnt make them so gulible, give them sense, dnt let them be a means of others depression let them be a means of their happiness. Ameen.
Time i went to slp….its past 2:00a.m here……tomorrow is the first day of my new life……..but i always have time to annoy u guys so dnt worry….u kno where u can find me :p
About Time!
Assalamu’Alaykum
ok I kno ur all probably thinking ‘well finally! she got a blog!’ well…thts not QUITE how it is…yea, I’ve GOT a blog but I didnt GET a blog….can get quite confusing actually….well for those of u tht have a totally sane mind….
Does it still not make no sense to you? well…welcome to my world…..the world of annoyance, confusion, weirdness yet, totally coolness!
As of yet im not so sure what i will post on this blog…after all its not 100% mine…but thts another story for another gloomy day in the life of the boring Juju……
